One Day (Megamix) - Explaination

RaidAr · One Day (One-Shot Megamix)

This mix took a lot of time to make, pretty much because there was a lot of stuff going on since the release of Wish Maker in March of 2024. Originally One Day was going to be signifying that my Journey to You, and the wish I made in Wish Maker did not come true. However, new information came out and a lot more events occurred since conceptualizing the mix. In turn, this mix turned into an emotional roller coaster.


About the Cover Art

The art is her behind a broken windows, where it felt like she was shattered from my life, as if I had finally woke up from my dream, and she was gone, and I was trying to reach out to her. It was meant to be a little more heart wrenching, because I thought I had finally found her.

Original Art

The first version of this art was including a portrayal of fear that I had lost her. I ended going with the latter art, because the mixes were meant to be the music that was playing in my head because of her, as if you had my POV.

Alternate Art

Although this mix starts off as a more depressing "snap back to reality" moment, I still had an air of hope that she could be mine, and she could arrive from my dreams. Hence, the alternate title for One Day, with alt cover, was dubbed "Arrival Day."


Sweet Dreams

The intro had an air of impending doom and fear dubbed with the vocals of Brightest Light, which was referenced in You and Wish Maker (in fact, this was intending to occur at the tail end of Wish Maker). The song in the background of this was UFO's The Dream, where it was like I was in the middle of dreams.

Which meant, that the events of You, Journey to You, and Wish Maker, all occurred in my dreams. And in One Day, they are referenced as I am coping with the thought that the girl I was after all this time, I thought, was only just a dream.

You will see throughout the mix that I reference songs (or remixes of songs) from previous mixes and dreams. They are referenced as:

You
🧭
Journey to You
🌠
Wish Maker

Song Selection

The Day That Never Comes (Instrumental) - Metallica

When I snapped back from reality and woke up from my dream, I felt like the day I was seeing, and the day that I was hoping for was a day that never comes. Although Metallica is an odd inclusion for an EDM mix, I felt like that it showed how depressing it was to be woken up from a dream that seemed so real.

123 (Dolly Song) - Rompasso & Imanbek feat. Karma Child

As I woke up from my dream, I was coming to the realization that it was just that: a dream, and she disappeared into the atmosphere.

🎙️
123, it was all a dream
So you disappeared in the atmosphere
I'm crying in myself to sleep
Cause I never, ever, ever fell so deep
Trying to win this fight for you
While I know, I know, I know I'm gonna lose
123, it was all a dream
So you disappeared

Deep In Your Love - Alok & Bebe Rexha

I don't wanna hide what I truly felt, and I didn't want to feel like this tomorrow:

🎙️
And I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
Hidin' our emotions in the shadows, the shadows

I was hoping to have her back in my dreams, hoping she would come back. Deep in her love.

CONTIGO - KAROL G with Tiësto

I was feeling so infatuated by the thought of her.

🎙️
De mi parte sigo recordando
cuando tomaba tu mano
La vida se me está yendo
pensando solo en ti

Which translated, is:

🎙️
For my part I keep remembering
when I used to hold your hand
Life is leaving me thinking only
about you

And the simple part of it all is the chorus.

🎙️
No quiero vida si no es contigo,
con—, contigo, ey

which translated:

🎙️
I don't want life if it's not with you,
with, with you, ey

But pretty much most of the song corroborates with her, in my dreams, and in real life.

Just Finding Beauty - RaidAr

This was my first real foray into making music, and it is far from perfect. However,

🎙️
I've been searching day and night
Chasing dreams under moonlight
Found you there a shining star
Beauty close but feels so far

Just the thought of her made me think of making this song. She was, and still is, my brightest light, like I had referenced in You, Wish Maker, and the beginning of One Day.

I was literally trying to Just Find Beauty.

Do You Still Think Of Me? - nephos.

Quite a few times in this mix I use songs that friends of mine in real life made, nephos being a recent friend of mine. They really echo home some of the points about the journey of this mix in particular.

🎙️
Don't let go
I'm too scared
To ever want to be alone
If you're not there

Losing her in the dream was heart-wrenching. I didn't want to let go of the dream, and her with it.

In real life, I wanted to ask her simply, Do you still think of me?

Shed a Light (Acoustic) - Robin Schulz, David Guetta, & Cheat Codes

This is kind of a two-fold meaning. In real life, I truly wanted to know where we stood, and where can we go from here. I got mixed messages, personally, and I'm 90% sure that she knows how I feel about her.

🎙️
Don't leave me here in the dark when it's hard to see
Show me your heart, shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so
You know I can't live without you, I'm on my knees
Where are you now? Shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so
🎙️
Why when I call, you never answer?
I'll try to talk, you keep on dancing
I can feel you on my skin, but am I only dancing with the wind?

I try to start the conversation most days, but either she gets busy and forgets or ignores it. I'm not sure. This also means is what I'm feeling from her just me misinterpreting things?

Also, the reason that I used the acoustic version instead of the original, is it felt more soulful and from the heart if I used the acoustic version.

With You - Giuseppe Ottaviani & Monika Santucci

This song I included so that I could accurately describe how I felt with her.

🎙️
With you
I lose all sense of time
With you
My heart starts taking flight
With you
I feel a love I never knew
I never knew
I never knew

It was always what I felt with her.

Phone (Lili Chan Remix) - MEDUZA feat. Em Beihold & Sam Tompkins

This song is essentially a more questioning version of Shed a Light.

🎙️
Thought we were something
But now we are nothing
I did something wrong
But I don't know what
Just want you to want me
But you just wanna leave me at the tone

In this case, it was messages either being left on read, or just not opened at all.

🎙️
Why don't you pick up the phone
When I'm all alone?
Do you hate me?
Hits me like a heart attack
When you don't call back
Someone save me

Goodbye (James Hype Remix) - Imanbek & Goodboys

🎙️
Is it wrong or right? Wrong or right?
You're still on my mind, on my mind
Tell me why-y
I can't say goodbye-ye

Even if I look at the possible signs that she isn't interested, there weigh in signs she is. I can't say goodbye. The least I was hoping for was either a direct yes or no.

Lay Low - Tiësto

🎙️
I'm hearin' voices in my head
There's no way to escape
Da-da-da-da, they got me
Anytime, anywhere
In my mind, in the air
Da-da-da-da, surround me

I have internal voices in my head about this situation, not just external. One side says:

🧠
"keep going until you get a definitive answer"

While the other side says:

🧠
"Give up, you've been going after her for more than a year."

Which, leads into...

Before You Leave Me (TELYKAST Remix) - Alex Warren

🎙️
Darling, handle me with care
Cover me in bubble wrap
I'm scared you really mean it
That you're never comin' back

This leads into a two-fold song. I didn't want her dream-self to leave like that, nearly feeling like it was ripped away from me.

In the real world, I was looking at it from the perspective of "hope for the best, but expect the worst."

🎙️
Just give me one more night
Hold me like you're still mine
Oh, love me for right now
Before you leave me

But, I wanted to at least have time for me to truly tell her how I feel, no holds barred.

Turn - David Folkebrant & Lokovski

This song, when listening to it, really feels like there is hope to turn the tide from what I was feeling at the time.

I looked up at the sky and saw the bright sun, and in that moment, The Journey to You felt like it wasn't over just yet.

Undo My Heart - Karen Harding x Digital Farm Animals 🧭

Which leads into this song, where it was the ending to Journey to You. It returns as an echo from the dream to keep trying.

🎙️
Only you kill the hurt in me
Put me back together piece by piece
Only you undo my heart

Only she could undo my heart.

One Day - Martin Jensen feat. FAST BOY

Mixing into this song made sense for a couple reasons. First, it was referencing the point of this mix, I was hoping to have her (or even see her) One Day.

Second, it was speaking to me. Specifically:

🎙️
One day we'll be oldеr
Remember the words that mama told ya
Some days are bright and some are colder
So let's not waste time and hold me closer

Feel Your Love - Dimitri Vegas & Like Mike, Timmy Trumpet, and Edward Maya

🎙️
I want you to love me
No matter what I do, my heart is here for you, hmm
I need you to hold me
Even the sky's not blue

I wanted to really just feel her love. My heart was for her.

🎙️
Thriving with you, ooh
Winners of love
Higher with you
You are all I dreamed of

Piece Of Me (Au5 Remix) - Gryffin feat. LOVA

This was at the point where I was really thinking hard about the situation I was in.

🎙️
I'm so sick of love songs, sick of waitin' for someone
I'm so sick of talkin' empty words, don't get me wrong
It's not like I don't want it, longin' for somebody
But every time I tried it, always ended up alone

This remix, I felt, has a certain feeling dichotomy of feelings, fighting with each other. One side, the more logical side, just wanted to tell her:

🎙️
If you want a piece of me
Try harder, you gotta try harder
Be smarter, if you want a piece of me
Try harder, you gotta try harder
Be smarter 'cause I'm not fallin' easily

Not Even Love - Seven Lions & ILLENIUM feat. ÁSDÍS

Then that side of my brain was gaining traction, and I was getting frustrated (and depressed).

🎙️
'Cause not even love
Can save us from us

I felt like that I was fighting a battle that I had lost from the start. Even 4 mixes in, and other very significant events in between, I felt like I was losing the battle.

Bad Habits - Ed Sheeran

Then I realized what I was doing. Because of these mixed signals, I was inadvertently causing my own bad habits.

🎙️
Every time you come around, you know I can't say no

and the bad habit of putting everything to a song just proves that:

🎙️
My bad habits lead to you

Tell It To My Heart (Tiësto Remix) - MEDUZA feat. Hozier

This was just me to her, simply:

🎙️
Tell it to my heart
'Cause I can't keep guessin' if it's me you're missin'
Tell it to my heart
'Cause the sound of silence is a place we're dyin'

I don't know if the good signals I was getting was actually for me, or if it was actually intending for someone else.


Reality Check

I wake up from the daydream I was stuck in, back to reality in an office job. Even when both halves of my brain were showing me points about her, I still saw her through each point. She was there in my daydream, while both halves of my brain were duking it out telling me how she was feeling, when neither side truly knew what she was feeling.

The Apparition - Sleep Token

This song hit the home run for what I was feeling. I felt like the girl in my dreams was not real at all.

🎙️
Why are you never real?
Whenever you appear
You leave me with that grace
I am trembling with fear
But I know that you will disappear
Just as I awake
Whisper in my ear

In the refrain, I desperately wanted to go back to her in my dreams.

🎙️
So let's make trouble in the dream world
Hijack Heaven with another memory now
I make the most of the turning tide
It just split what's left of the burning silence
Don't wait, 'cause this could be the last time
You turn up in the reveries of my mind
I wake up to a suicide frenzy
Loaded dreams still leave me empty

Then it just hits me like a truck.

🎙️
Why are you never real?
The shifting states you follow me through
Unrevealed
Just let me go or take me with you

What Happened After?

In the ending, I went outside to get fresh air.

and in that exact moment, she appeared.

I couldn't believe it. She was real.


Shiver (Sullivan King Remix) - John Summit & HAYLA 🌠

The original version of Shiver was the intro to Wish Maker.

The Sullivan King remix of this song really showed me that when she was revealed to be real, it had one heck of an impact.

🎙️
And I feel it now
Want this forever
And I feel it now
You make me shiver
And I feel it now
Want this forever
Can you feel it now?
You make me shiver

Waves - Zeds Dead, Flux Pavilion, & DeathbyRomy

🎙️
Missing you comеs in waves
And tonight I'm drowning

I was drowning in emotions just missing her.

🎙️
Drew the linе, but you came back in
Try to run, but I'm stumbling
Don't know why I'm still struggling
But I am 'cause
Missing you comes in waves

I thought I drew the line in my head because of her, setting up defenses so I didn't get hurt again.

But missing her really does come in waves.

Shivering - ILLENIUM & Spiritbox

I was hoping this would be a subtle signal to her.

🎙️
Can you feel me shivering
In the corners of your heart?

Like when you feel your ear burning when someone was talking about you, I was hoping that she would feel something in her heart about me.

Hollow (Original & Crankdat Remix) - Dabin, Kai Wachi, & Lø Spirit

🎙️
There's too much on my mind right now
It's ripping me apart deep down
But if I let it all spill out
Baby, you would only drift away

I was worried if I showed her how I truly felt about her like a torrent of water, I felt like she would drift away, and at that moment I ask myself:

🎙️
Why do I, why do I feel so hollow?
Hollow, hollow
Try to hide from my mind, but it follows
Follows, follows

Radio (RaidAr Acoustic Cover) - Sigala & MNEK 🧭

Doing covers of somgs aren't normally my forte. I felt like in the context of the story, it made sense. In addition to be a reference back to Journey to You.

🎙️
I've been hearing songs on the radio telling me I can't let you go

The songs that remind me of her were immense, all I could hear were music to her. That's why I wanted to do something more from the heart, just because I was feeling so many feelings about her.

Cover Art for Radio rendition:

Go Back - John Summit & Sub Focus feat. Julia Church

This song was actually the first song that I promoted the One Day mix with. No matter the mix, or most song that relate to her:

🎙️
When I hear that sound, and the lights go down
I wanna go back, I wanna go back
When the silence fades, and I fall like rain
I wanna go back

Ride It - Regard

This also was part of the mini mix for the first One Day promo, but the meaning behind it was simple:

The feeling I was feeling, I had to ride it out...

🎙️
It's been a month and twenty days
And we're going 'round and 'round, playing silly games
Now you're saying, slow it down, not right now
Then ya wink at me and walk away

All I wanted to know is if she was interested, past the games, I just want to confirm.

Sunday Monday - Brando

I felt like I had to do something to bear and ride with this feeling of inward conflict.

🎙️
Everybody talkin' 'bout Monday
It's still Sunday, and I'm gonna drink 'till the morning

New Color (Oliverse Remix) - PLS&TY

This song returns from the first mix, You, and for the same reason as before.

🎙️
You're a new color to me
A color that I have never seen

No matter what context I see her in, she is like a new color that I have never seen before, and I can't take my eyes off her.

SENSITIVE - Tisoki feat. Charity Vance

I admit, this song spoke to me.

🎙️
My emotions taking over, taking over me
Been a while since you've been sober, talking in your sleep

My emotions took over, and every dream that I have with her in it felt so real.

🎙️
I guess I’m sensitive

Love - NGHTMRE

This one, directly at her, just asks the simple question:

🎙️
Do you love me?
(Don't leave me)

This Could Be Us (BADSPELL Remix) - Virtual Riot & Modestep feat. Frank Zummo

BADSPELL · This Could Be Us (posterkid remix)

This particular remix was also from a good friend of mine, who has heard the whole backend of the story in real life.

🎙️
This could be us
This could be everything we want
This could be us
This could be everything we want
I know we're gonna be alright
As long as we focus on the light
This could be us
This could be us

Leading into the next song, was simply this verse:

🎙️
Me and you
You and I
Running together through our lives
You and I
Me and you
There ain't nothing, we can't get through

We can do anything together. I just want to show her that it is very possible if I was given a chance.

Heaven - Blanke & Rival feat. KC

No matter if I was going through hell and high water:

🎙️
Cause it feels like heaven, heaven every time
Leave it all behind
I'm swimming under holy water, blurry eyed
Holding golden butterflies
And even on the edge it feels likе
Heaven, heavеn, every time

Even if I was feeling hopeless, self-doubtful, when it was you, it felt like heaven.

Portal - Kevolution

Kev is also one of my good friends in the EDM producer space. Even though it doesn't have any lyrics, you mostly have to feel it.

In fact, Portal was the inspiration for the alternate art of this mix, Arrival Day. It opened a portal from my dreams so she could cross the portal to the real world so I can finally experience her.

Electric Lady - BARELY ALIVE & Nyptane feat. ELIZA XO

🎙️
Digital affection
Mechanical perfection, I was made for you
Product of invention
Hardwired connection, we can have it all tonight

For most of when we talked, and most of how we have known each other in the past 11 years (as of writing), it has always been digital. Snapchat, mostly. However, in the early years, it was texting. All of her updates have mostly, if not always, came from her posts on Snapchat stories, Instagram, and sometimes Facebook.

🎙️
Nothing matters when I'm with you, baby
Plug me in like your electric lady
Nothing matters when I’m with you, baby
Plug me in like your electric lady

Nothing matters when I'm with her.

I'm Alive - Oliverse feat. Averi Burk

She had a lot of ability that I didn't think anybody else had in my life.

🎙️
When I feel dead inside
You make me feel alive
When I feel dead inside
You bring me back to life
Oh, I'm alive

When transitioning to the next song, I did it here:

🎙️
Fall into me, I'll keep you safe
Won't let anything get in the way

(this also lyrically connects to the mini-mix closer to the end).

All I Need (RaidAr Short Remix) - Slushii feat. Aviella 🌠

RaidAr · All I Need (RaidAr Short Remix)

This was my first try at any sort of music production. I remixed this song, which happened to appear in Wish Maker, which still to this day still hold true since I originally published Wish Maker in March of 2024.

Stargazing - KALEIDOS

This song came across my radar on TikTok of all places, where, funny enough, is also where I follow her on. I wanted to find a song that captured the essence of what I felt, and Stargazing came into my view. It's such a beautiful song from a fantastic artist, KALEIDOS.

In fact, I used this song and made a cute TikTok about her using Stargazing.

🎙️
You and me stargazing
Biting on my tongue kept saying
You're the one that I want
The one that I wanna hold all my life

This whole song, is how I feel about her. A fantastic representation.

Hearts Burst Into Fire (Dreamfall Instrumental Remix) - Bullet For My Valentine

This song was kind of a reference to the type of music she either listened (or still listens) to, of the like of My Chemical Romance. I thought the intro guitar to this song was perfect portrayal of how I viewed her through my eyes. This particular cover I also use in a TikTok to show that my journey to her was worth taking.

Past Lives (Vocals) - sapientdream & Slushii 🌠

Although I just used the vocals, I did use them again, and reprised from Wish Maker.

🎙️
Past lives couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feelin'
This isn't our first time around

In past lives, like I mentioned in Wish Maker, I felt we were together.

Fall Into Me - NGHTMRE & SLANDER feat. Dylan Matthew

This song just shows how much I went through for her, and have continued to do.

🎙️
Can't you see I'm lonely, babe?
Caught up in my own misery
And I can't even say your name
Without letting it haunt me
If I go another night
I don't know if I'll survive
You told me that you needed space
So baby, won't you fall into me?
🎙️
If I have to crawl
There would be bruises
Oh, I'd risk it all
Just to get through this
And I know that I'm not perfect, baby
But I promise I'm tryin'

I have tried, but even through it all, I finally want to full send how I feel, leading into the finale:

Calling Out to You (RaidAr Vocal Cover) - Slushii & 中村未来 (Miku Nakamura)

I'm finally calling out to her. Through a partial cover from me.

🎙️
Will you wait for me?
Will you wait for me?
Will you wait for me?
Like I waited for, waited for you?

Miku Nakamura in this song has sang a few that might be easier translated here, as they have a lot of significance.

🎙️
ここにいるの (I'm right here)
🎙️
壊れてくわ (I'm breaking down)
🎙️
沈んでいく体 (My body is sinking)
🎙️
めぐりあえるのなら (If we can find each other someday)
🎙️
叫んでるの (I'm calling out)

Through the journey to you, the dreams, and all in the real world, I want to save you from falling. Which is best emphasized in the cover art for this rendition, also showing to break you out of the prison behind the glass, like the cover to One Day as a whole.

Cover Art for the Rendition:

This whole journey began with her, and, I'm hoping she hears it all, and see where it built up to this point to know I'm ready, and it's her I want in this life.

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